Living the Catholic Faith
Since his Damascus-like experience in 2001, he and his wife have attended Mass regularly at a local Catholic church.
In his book, Eszterhas frankly includes his opinions on the clerical sexual abuse scandals. Because of the abuse and cover-ups, Eszterhas describes his continued struggle to trust the Church. He explains that he and his wife decided that they could not, in good conscience, donate money to the church and they are paranoid to leave their sons alone with priests at catechetical classes.
The book also describes priests’ homilies as boring and pointless. In a search for more content and dynamism, Eszterhas attended a non-denominational mega-church. While the sermon was powerful, he left feeling empty without the Liturgy and Eucharist.
"It may have been a church full of pedophiles and criminals covering up other criminals' sins … it may have been a church riddled with hypocrisy, deceit, and corruption … but our mega-church experience taught us that we were captive Catholics," he wrote.
"The Eucharist and the presence of the body and blood of Christ is, in my mind, an overwhelming experience for me. I find that Communion for me is empowering. It's almost a feeling of a kind of high."
Today Eszterhas continues to receive large offers for movies with dark, sinister themes. However, he maintains he has “spent too much of his life exploring the dark side of humanity and does not want to go there anymore.”
"Frankly my life changed from the moment God entered my heart. I'm not interested in the darkness anymore. I've got four gorgeous boys, a wife I adore, I love being alive, and I love and enjoy every moment of my life. My view has brightened and I don't want to go back into that dark place."
“Miraculously Cured”
Eszterhas' appreciation for life intensified even more last year when his surgeon told him another visit would not be necessary.
"He used the word 'cured,' a word that oncologists generally don't use," Eszterhas said. "He said I didn't have to come back for any checks, that my tissue had regenerated to the point where you cannot only not tell that there was ever any cancer there, but you can't tell that there had been any surgery there.
"Naomi and I were, of course, overwhelmed when he told us. I think it's truly a miraculous blessing."
Eszterhas was compelled to write his book as "a thank you to God" and "to tell the world what He has done for me."
His wife has consistently been supportive. When she finished his book, she gave it a hug saying, “That's how I feel. I'm very proud of it."