“What we hear so often from folks that have gone through this, and we experience this ourselves, is this real sense of loneliness,” David expressed. “So, we really wanted this to be an opportunity for people to come together and be a support for each other.”
He shared the story of one couple who attended a memorial Mass in honor of the child they lost 40 years ago.
“They came to the Mass because they never really felt, especially the husband, like he was able to have a sense of closure or to do anything for that little one they lost,” he said.
“One couple had heard about the Mass on Sunday, they were still pregnant, and then miscarried on Wednesday, and then came to the Mass on Friday,” he added. “They were just coming off a miscarriage that very week but to have the opportunity to come to a Mass and to remember that little one was a huge thing for them.”
“So those kinds of stories are just affirmations that we knew that this was needed with folks.”
Ruth Barnes, a Catholic mother who experienced a miscarriage in 2021, has been a part of the Behold Your Child ministry since it first started two years ago.
“The first time I went to the memorial Mass I truly felt like my baby in heaven was seen,” she shared. “I felt that even though the world may not view me as a mother to two beautiful babies, that indeed I am a mom no matter if my babies are on earth or in heaven.”
Barnes expressed that the memorial Mass helped her connect with the Blessed Virgin Mary, “as she has also grieved the loss of her son and understands this unbearable pain.”
She added: “It helped me grow closer to the Church when it easily could have been a time where I turned away.”
As for her advice for someone experiencing a pregnancy loss?
“Any feeling or emotion you’re feeling during this healing journey is valid and normal,” she said. “If it is hard to attend the baby shower, show up for the pregnant friend, or be at the family gathering, that is okay. This is a time where you’re healing physically, mentally, and spiritually is so important.”
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“Most importantly I would tell them to lean on God, as he has been the only reason I have been able to keep going for myself and family after our loss.”
Barnes said she hopes that this ministry can help someone “find connection and community during a time that can feel so dark and lonely” and that it would serve as a “home away from home as they navigate the hardest time of their lives.”
The third annual Behold Your Child memorial Mass will be held on Oct. 20 at St. Thomas More Parish at 7 p.m., with a reception to follow. Licensed counselors will also be in attendance for those who may be seeking professional help.
In addition to this Mass, the ministry also participates in the annual Angel Eyes Walk honoring the lives of babies who have been lost, sharing memories, and offering support. And they will be hosting a small-group seven-week Lenten series called “I Am Beloved, Not Broken” at St. Thomas More and St. Francis Cabrini parishes in the Archdiocese of Denver. It is also available for other interested parishes and online through Red Bird Ministries.
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